Ever thought you want to change because sometimes you care what people think about you....?

well i thought that... i was once there's girls that are all jumpy and happy ^^ ... and of coourse i'm still like that... but sometimes when i want to just sit down... and not talk and just relax from that people just freak out and think something is wrong with me T_T but i can't blame them 100% because they're used to me laughing and talking alot LOL but then dude i need some quiet once in a while lol... it's not like i'm moving or going to die or something lol =T  Anyway... the reason why i started talkin about this topic is because couple of days ago i was having a bad day... and at lunch i usually chill with my friends, but that day i just wanted to sit in front of my locker and just eat my lunch do my homework or just read a book ... then next thing you know one of my friends sat down in front of me acting all caring and asked what was wrong with me... and she thought i was sad or was about to cryy and i said that i was fine... and that i just wanted to be alone because i want some quiet... then the next frined then the next... it was getting a little annyoing then TEACHERS started to ask me if i was okay... then i was getting a little fed up... but then i can't just yell at them because they're just wondering why i was all alone because usually i hang around with people... sigh.. =T ... huh well i guess they have to get used to it... hey! i need my quiet time sometimes you know ? lol

anyway this blog might be really pointlless but then right now i'm really bored and i just started thinking about this just now so i hope the next time i write another blog it's going to be more intresting =D anyway i'll end this before it can get anymore boring lol (i think it got bored a while ago but w.e lol) my name is t0nnu and ill blog you laters =P peace